Today was a rough day. My disequilibrium is back as is my fluctuating blood pressure.
I did breathing and know its just a bad day.
I feel restless, fearful and a bit agitated.
Old behaviors try to surface and I refuse to completely give in.
Part of me wonders if its because my time off is up for review. Part of me wonders if its because I’ve had dealings with them. Part of me wonders if it just is…a bad day and there is no magic reason. Days like this should come with warning labels.
Tomorrow is a new day. C’mon tomorrow!