The day is tense. Symptoms all around.
I’m pushing to try to get through it. It’s hard. It’s tiring. It can be incredibly overwhelming.
Tomorrow big decisions are at hand.
Am I ready? Not at all.
Should I try? Probably. Without trying, how do you know if you’ll succeed?
My fear is disastrous results and consequence from pushing too hard. Like standing between a rock and a hard place. You just never know if you’ll get over that hurdle or die trying.