I am waiting for spouse to finish with the doc. Big expensive waiting room with waterfall and coffee bar….when this guy walks in.
I glance at him and as the room shifts I realize he is from my precious work. Things start to spin and my heart speeds up.
I never had any issues with him so it can’t be anything personal. It’s likely what he represents.
The room continues to shift and twist as I try to regain control.
Is it ALWAYS going to be this way? Run into someone or something connected with that place and things go wild?
I sure hope not because it’s a pretty large company and I was there almost a decade…that’s a lot of people to run into.
I need to ask therapist about PTSD from work because it’s just too coincidental that EVERY TIME I run into something or someone – I have a reaction like this.
My day is typically shot trying to regain control over my symptoms. I hope that doesn’t happen today!